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push open the old doors of the church

... and lay your weary head.

Hello, travellers! Welcome to our little corner of the internet. This is our little sacred space to fumble and flail around until something sticks.

We are a large multiple system -- a little creature whom has polyfragmented DID, all the other things that come along with that, as well as autism, BPD, and OCD ... Essentially, we are brainweird! And we always have been. As well as that, we are alterhuman, and currently reconnecting with that side of us. Cringe culture has no place in this little space. We are forever in the process of reclaiming and reconnecting with parts of ourself that have been shamed and tossed away to fit into the oppressive space so much of the world has become. We will not censor ourselves here!

Our personal definitions of these identities may vary from the 'norm'! Feel free to ask, if you like! There are also more than this, but this is what we could find.

As previously stated, we are multiple. Individual alters use different pronouns and have different presentations. However, no matter what, we are collectively nonbinary, queer, and use they/them pronouns. We are a brainweird adult with a multitude of worlds inside our head. We do not have much in the way of a host, but here are some folks you might commonly see! (as of 06.29.25)

Angie | Kuzuha | Idate

Alterhumanity and Interests!

For as long as we can remember, we have identified very closely with cats. I couldn't tell you when it exactly started or which type of cats we identify with, but we have early memories of a childhood friend telling us she had a recipe to turn us into a cat. Being the naive and gullible child we were, we readily believed her and asked her several times to bring it to us! Of course, she never did, but we never stopped thinking of it. The fact we remember it even now is testament to that. And there are the memories of licking milk out of a bowl, our short-lived but still impactful visit to the world of Warrior Cats... our tendency to meow as a stim, being drawn to anything with a cat-likeness...

What can I say? Cats are intrinstic to us!

Later on in our life, we were introduced to the concept of vampires. And it overtook our life. We were very obsessed, collecting all manner of books and doing research on historical accounts of vampires and vampire hunters. That led us to the show Supernatural, which then opened our eyes further to angels and demons and other beings in the world. We had already been obsessed with the fae and dragons, so these were logical next steps in our brain!

While we believe in all manner of things, it is within recent years that have truly started to accept that we area vampire. This ties heavily into a spiritual identity we hold collectively. Embracing this fully has been a slow process; cringe culture takes a long time to pry out from this brain! But we surely are trying. :)

Individually, different alters have different identities they hold dear, as well!

So, the occult is a big interest of ours! As well as...

Identity (LGBTQ+/Mogai, alterhumanity, objectum, plurality, etc).
Dishonored.
Bioshock.
Red Dead Redemption.
Chronoir.
History (as a whole and also specific points in time, people's culture, the aesthetics and fashion of certain eras).
Writing (character creation and worldbuilding especially).
Stationary supplies and academiacore.
Cottagecore and living off the land.